i remember ripping my t-shirt on a fence post
i think it was for a girl
but it was rather bright
but i forgot how to climb a fence
and i was left flustered and laughing nervously
and her dangerously small giggle
stirred nervous laughter in my humble hands
stirred the dirt under my feet with a strange walk
walk like a little dance
walk at least three feet behind her
because i was a young boy
because the summer was brighter that day
i forgot who it was
i forgot her
maybe i was older
maybe i should have reached to her shoulder
touched the youth in her
touched what i could only forget in time
one morning i cried into their t-shi
Mothchild!
Ignored after a harsh raport consisting of reports of
Ma and Pops flying lightbulbs for hours on end
How smart of child could come from them?
Fly my mothchild!
Born of a brighter kind crafting light from mind
Brain to bulb and bulb to bright
Lighting in the foggy night
Our mothchild!
So strong to succeed and win the species race!
Flying strong early to set a pace!
Dozens of cameras thinking of your mothface
And your hair with tints of lace!
now i get to feel like me
seeing friends smile misery
elemental truths decanted from
complex dilutes
glares of pretty evenings
bulbs blinking in daylight
pungent flashing frights
she scares me away from fear
she cares not to come close to me
it's a pretty evening when
she is frightened of fear
of becoming attached to me
the crisp adultry of glory by newworldforce, literature
Literature
the crisp adultry of glory
Worst dollar ever spent
I have crappy luck,
Getting jelly beans like this
Sugar-enriched jelly pouring from my bag into the sewers
Am I feeding the fishes?
Don't they love sugar?
Jelly bean connesuere salmon?
Don't they love jelly?
Am I feeding the fishes,
Or merely spoiling the tastes of
Confectionary lovers?
Over-spicing the innocence
Of our
Finned friends
Spoiled by this asshole
BADJELLYBEANCORP. (C)(R)
With taste often goes time
Bad jelly beans distort the hours
Women's lips warp the hours
(they were only the mouths of girls)
But I forgot
Tonight
Forgot the power of the latter
The former seems to have firmly
Stuck
You are under lockdown
(slam doors) solitary with some isolation
(shut up) movement stopped by tonfa
Your brakes lock up
(skid to stop)face of wife hits dashboard
(slip into trees)axles broken forever and ever
You stop, padlocked to position
(stop) lack of new
(stop) no breath for the jump
You stop, die koppel's final strike
(stop) like having no limbs
(stop) stasis is stasis
(stop) you cannot stop this
Life during the kick, the multi-soul rip
Good times of youth, dazed days
God times with Jesus, God haze
The places where bells ring...ring...
Oh, the tears covering the wear
Don't forget May, crazed flays
Won't beget a sun, warn someone
Here comes the cling...cling...
High dive flip, the life rotation
Old elation, venged by the new
Bold change, born of what never regrew
The change in my head rattles...rattles
Back to mine, feet to mine,
Tips to mine, crushed spine
Display no breath,
Give no beat.
Numbing all nerves,
Dumbing all perverse intentions
No "invitation", no "inclination"
No "sensation", dead control
Loose all command,
Dream all again.
Roll over to her and face
Too overworked for pace
Atoms peel, atoms reel,
Atoms feel, she wakes sick to bones
Give up growing,
Go home not knowing (why?)
Shake this off (or try)
Can't forget this on the bus to the bus
i'm convoluted, this is not disputed heavily in
high pipe college seminars, and it should be
zap revealations shell hard connotations about
how i changed less than two months ago
i concealed what i meant to reveal in
some firestorm of mirkeit bringing god's right
my youth, my jaundice, my breathless decent through waxed halls
you were sexiest of them all
mr. rand is poluted, you're probably diluted just
like me, but in a different way
like dissipation from my coffee, the anticipation of
complete, like a disassociation of grey from the colors
i bid jovially, but restrict myself solely
on the grounds of not getting the fuck
while
Your foolish snaps or ready cracks,
They indicate your swollen age.
At 17, a home-made queen, or derivation on this page
Invented, resented by home and boys
(both of which, not made as toys)
And found some shade behind the waves
Where a good ol' joke you found to play
You gussied up and wore shorter skirts
You traveled to the new hot spot
The people were cold and the coffee hot
You had died but did not rot
Percision, derision pursued from the door
(they just thought you wanted more)
Far into the park you were lost
But Emma, beyond branches was tossed
In summer, we wait for her fall.
In general, yes:
I deny, I digress
Warped buttercups harken the spring
You are my little pest
(We sleep without rest
Until softwoods with molten airs ring)
I saw the turning,
The perpetual burning
In my buttercup's eye of sex
Upon brushing a shoulder,
Your spring bloom smouldered
I wonder why afterlife is not now, but next
may noon's worth the madhouse
give in, i could stay
with a flick of the wrist
save stillborn june for another day
you'll burn for this
i know
When was I supposed to say
How I was to spend a day
Years after you let a smile down?
Newer thoughts, newer blinds
Even keeping light from mind
Very u
The insides that belong to me
have fallen from the life tree
they wriggle around
in the dirt on the ground
will they ever be recovered?
Or maybe discovered?
What if they were devowered
by some sex starved coward!
Who lied about love
to the extent of beyond and above...
There is a key around my neck
my walls are a card deck
which will fall away some day
as soon as I get laid
probably by some pedaphile
who might just take awhile
when my body is used
and then excused...
From that life eternally
I will go back into the sea
while being washed away
without any say...
How I would live my life
without living as a wife
to some
1.
You are openhanded. Of course you are openhanded.
Yours is a more civilized hand than Gods,
a softer hand, a slower hand.
And your mouth discloses the first great secret of the world.
I cannot hear it. It
is a secret for your mistresses and your four wives,
and for your mistresses and your four wives only.
The child will learn it on his own. You may edify him
this way, you may make a lesson out of it
though I will learn close to nothing.
Perhaps how to make my expressions less vacuous,
my hands softer and more civilized,
my tongue-pallet the purer.
Hand me that Made
Now I've got a little
inkling into your master plan, my
mother and father and all the forebears
of stature and linen right
there sticking their
little fingers into my jelly
business, my gelatin amassing
into bloody fervor and ecstatic
malnutrition, an addiction, a side
stepping moral complaint in the sense of
time or sickness or fortitude, a small step
into a back room and a quickie while she's looking the other way,
a creak in the floorboards
means one of two things:
one, you're in love, or two,
someone's on their way out.
This small section of ginghamed cloth
formed into little folds of curtain,
sun filter
i'm convoluted, this is not disputed heavily in
high pipe college seminars, and it should be
zap revealations shell hard connotations about
how i changed less than two months ago
i concealed what i meant to reveal in
some firestorm of mirkeit bringing god's right
my youth, my jaundice, my breathless decent through waxed halls
you were sexiest of them all
mr. rand is poluted, you're probably diluted just
like me, but in a different way
like dissipation from my coffee, the anticipation of
complete, like a disassociation of grey from the colors
i bid jovially, but restrict myself solely
on the grounds of not getting the fuck
while
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Hideo Kojima
Favourite Movies
Dr. Strangelove, Or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb